Once a Day Exposure

Hello Readers, I have been wanting to write this article from a long time ago when i lost my job, but i just said i can't write the journal because i was very uncertain of the emotions i would have felt while writing. Now here goes for nothing, Few weeks ago i was wondering about the change in my life about my learning, habits and overall fulfillment of what i want from life. Soon, i found out that i was jobless. I was playing Fifa (an intense momemt). the information just slapped me in the face and i just sit on the chair like a rock. I don't know what to do and when to start or any information then i try to accumulate myself and started thinking about the possible scenario. I started daydreaming.  While having a ADHD brain that lacks the patience and the decision making skill, i should have been in panic mode but i was calm for that moment as if i had known that the day is coming soon but i didn't realized it will come this quick and hard to me. My gf and friends started ...

 Now playing: I wanna be yours by Artic Monkeys probably having the same vibe as this song, even if it is cringe; it is my cringe. Celebrating and Vibe with different kind of people and enjoying the moment of life. Making yourself a lot comfortable with yourself. Believing in yourself and lying to your heart that it is okay and having a good combination of self-consciousness and art of lying to your heart is must have to succeed in this world. Happy Birthday My Love!

Note to self  Focus  ability to dedicate 100% of attention to a task Brainwashing  Rewiring your brain  Addicted  30 days protocol Pointless shit i have done Confused  Worked on wrong thing  THE ANTI ZONE stage where you want to do something but don't know what to do The Zone the single happiest place a human can be  so deep in task that you forget the world you + destination vs the Anti- zone DIET INPUT = OUTPUT good input = great output Purpose is that has never been done before Meaning to its life Freedom to life  one must see the king smiling. proud of who you are  Get better  consistency doesn't get you what you want but it won't let you down 100 days in gym you won't recognize yourself do what you are suppose to do  Do nothing, see nothing  Resist the feeling  Look around what's happening around you, walk around and always watch, understand the pattern, get yourself suit around the game and attack just like Mess...

             Hello Everyone, I have done nothing today. just hang out with my work place friend and drank some beer. I have learned about different perspective of different people to the same task. I am feeling a bit of tipsy and it feels so good to write because i know the fact that i have not done anything but still i feel like i have got something much more valuable than knowledge that is emotion.  Hating the fact that i didn't try to learn about coding or books in general but loving the fact that i am being honest with myself. Hoping to get on track and start achieving the results.  Love you all. 

Journaling and Reading Hello everyone, i am writing this for the record of my own progress on this journey. Many days have passed and i have been the same for almost 2 years and suddenly i have got a sense of urgency that i have to learn a lot of things from a lot of people.  I have complete my study of today. i learned about the if else statement and taking input from an user in Javascript.  I am also reading a book called Meditations by Marcus Aurelius. Today's lesson was concentrate and make time for the things you want to do. Everyone wants other to make time for them but only you should be the one who controls you time and choose what gets the priority. I will be documenting my journey in this blog. Hoping to keep it continued, Meet you next time. :)

Coming From a big break!!! The date is 17th June, 2024. I am listening to a music named: Insta ID by Jeevan. I am starting to study javascript to develop web apps. I am in love with the process of making web apps and creating a personalized application for me and the community.