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PROBLEM 1 : ADHD/ Perfectionist Learns Programming

Hello Readers,

I have been wanting to write this article from a long time ago when i lost my job, but i just said i can't write the journal because i was very uncertain of the emotions i would have felt while writing.

Now here goes for nothing, Few weeks ago i was wondering about the change in my life about my learning, habits and overall fulfillment of what i want from life. Soon, i found out that i was jobless. I was playing Fifa (an intense momemt). the information just slapped me in the face and i just sit on the chair like a rock. I don't know what to do and when to start or any information then i try to accumulate myself and started thinking about the possible scenario. I started daydreaming. 

While having a ADHD brain that lacks the patience and the decision making skill, i should have been in panic mode but i was calm for that moment as if i had known that the day is coming soon but i didn't realized it will come this quick and hard to me. My gf and friends started having conversation about all the drama around this but i was not interest, i just felt no feeling for that thing. I felt like it was supposed to be this way and it did.

Now coming to my programming journey, i am quite stunned how impractical i am and how immature i am in programming while spending such a ridiculous time on this thing. I jumped language to language and i just follow what my friends were doing. 29th November, i said to myself that everyone in this room, city or world won't feel a single bit of change even if i fail learning programming for next billion years. Its only in my brain that i have to satisfy my alter ego about the progress. I can use any material i want if they judge you let them because when you are so beaten up by life nothing should bothered you much with this kind of crap.

The perfect program doesn't exist until you do that program and make it perfect for. yourself. there is no perfect program for everyone but there is that single perfect program for you. Think of that in such an odd way, there might be some actions you do that is completely taboo in your group or very hard to maintain but still you do it. For me, it was i don't have a youtube app in my phone i use the browser to access it and its perfect for me. but for other's it is a hassle and isn't worth their time. 


29th November 2025 till 5th January 2026: Learn Javascript, Typescript and Make a TODO app   

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