Hello Readers, I have been wanting to write this article from a long time ago when i lost my job, but i just said i can't write the journal because i was very uncertain of the emotions i would have felt while writing. Now here goes for nothing, Few weeks ago i was wondering about the change in my life about my learning, habits and overall fulfillment of what i want from life. Soon, i found out that i was jobless. I was playing Fifa (an intense momemt). the information just slapped me in the face and i just sit on the chair like a rock. I don't know what to do and when to start or any information then i try to accumulate myself and started thinking about the possible scenario. I started daydreaming. While having a ADHD brain that lacks the patience and the decision making skill, i should have been in panic mode but i was calm for that moment as if i had known that the day is coming soon but i didn't realized it will come this quick and hard to me. My gf and friends started ...